Seventeenth Week

So... That was a total adjustment week for me. I had to completely adapt with doing my ministry alone without a partner. At first, it was nerve-wrecking, but as days go by, I got used to it. I'm sorry I didn't post this blog last night. I was so tired and I fell asleep right away. So I hope I redeemed myself with this post.

It was a different scene. Not only in the ministry, but everything seems to be more challenging and I hope it stays that way, because I want my last one and half month here to be spiritually challenged so I can grow more into God. And lately I've been doing lots of research of the life of servanthood and being a disciple. I've known the words for so long and heard it countless times, but I don't know why, but these words has been stuck to this week. I asked myself why I serve God. People said that it's because He's great and almighty. That's true, but that's what people say. What do YOU say? Servanthood and being a disciple are similar towards each other and it seems that you can't tell the difference even when the words are completely different. Right now, I just want to know deeper the meaning of the life of servanthood and being a disciple. I'm finding a meaning that I can relate to, not what people told me.

Another word that's stuck to me is humility. My meaning of humility has been changing almost every time. It's something that's so unknown in my understanding. It's as if the more I know it, the more I don't know it. I don't know if that makes sense, but I hope it does. So... As time goes on. I can conclude that it's a new quest that I'm excited about.

Thank you for your prayer and support. I love you all and I hope to see you all soon. God bless you.